Because LOVE is selfless.

What a long day. It took me forever to download sap 2000 online. Lucky thing, i went to look for the technician after school. It was rather fast downloading it with the disc itself. Wasted my effort in class trying non-stop. Since it is only workable in with school's internet, i have to bring this stupid fatass lappy tmr. I feel growing biceps and triceps.

Somehow it feels weird that people around me are getting sick. There are common flu and cough and also more serious ones. I feel weird you know. I did not been through that before. I want to console but i don't know how. I want to encourage but have no idea what to say. I don't know how it feels to be in the situation. I tried to be cheerful. That's all i can think of. Should spread positive energy to people. You may fall down on this side but you will always get up on the other a little bit stronger. Rmbr the thing about The Secret I had talked about months ago? Its about this man who stood up and walks out of the hospital when the doctor announced that there's no way he could stand up again. This is determination baby. This is psychology. This is mindset. Nothing is more powerful than your brain. Have faith!

Sometimes it scares me to hear anyone going to the hospitals. It kinda freaks me out. I've been there a few times when i was younger, i dislike that place. I feel uneasy the moment i step inside. Haven step inside since then. Didnt want to and never have the intention to. The buildings were white, the walls were white, the floorings were white, everything looked so pale, even the people there were. Some say it's a place where life is brought back. Somehow i chose to think it's a place where life is taken away. Its a sad solemn place.

An awesome suggestions here? Try to paint the hospital red. With a hint of orange, yellow and green! These are healthy colours! Energetic, passion, sunshine! Patients will recover by its own. Its psychology manz! Never paint blue! No one like to see blue especially on mondays!