Because LOVE is selfless.

nth much happened today. have to hand in chem report on friday and i really dont have the mood to do. Today my love pon a talk just to send me home. Feel so touched but really shldnt do that often. And i totally forgot my love's class start at 9 today. paiseh lah:) tmr eat breakfast with you kays? kays.

This afternoon I heard that there will be clique outing but was told not long ago that it was cancelled as everyone was fully booked. Don't know how should i feel. Relieved or disappointed.Relieved because somehow i still dont know how to face them. They will not mention anything about it but I just feel weird. I feel that I no longer belong to the clique. Will be out casted. Will have awkward pauses. I dont know how to join in the conversation or start one. Now its cancelled, I dont have to worry but it anymore. Disappointed because on the other hand i miss hanging out with them. The times when we crap and joke around. It has been so long since i have a chat with them. I dont even know if they still want to talk to me. Especially the guys.. Did not chat with them at all now :( They dont show their feelings but it doesnt mean they dont feel any. haiz.

Found a nice song today. Let's take a look at the lyrics (Y) Should check it out. Didnt upload the mv here cause i'm too noob with computer stuff XP