Because LOVE is selfless.

Was late for OC class but who cares. My topic for presentation was rejected. heck. Camwhore with pretty after class then headed down to union. Had crazy times there with mat bro and jason. I hope jason still can celebrate father's day!!

The whole group of us went on an intense shopping trip earlier on. Took train down bugis to buy AD lucky draw prizes. We did not get to rest out legs ever since we stepped out of union room. Went back and forth bugis juction and ILUMA then headed down to sim lim for further prize hunting. I WANT THE WATERPROVE CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!!! its damn nice. although its not RED, but white camera is nice too. can couple with my lappy:) btw, all the prizes and vouchers are with me NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Took red line train to novena afterwards to meet my love! Saw xx instead. My love had kinder joy treat from xx. How sweet was that. Guess what!! i didn't get a ferrero treat. Noob at coffee bean without purchasing anything from there. ha. I was totally famished and my leg aches. Since my love planned to ton with his friends, i had to go hm alone. But have fun! And thanks for all the stuff (L) You are the best.

Since i'm already on the red line, i decided to take train back to bb via woodlands. Only manage to grab a seat when i arrived at sembawang. My legs srsly hurts. I feel so shagged. I just want to go hm. Undure through the whole journey back hm and cooked a packet of instant noodle to satisfy my growling stomach.

Today, i learnt about how fragile a relationship can be. Even a 3 yr old r/s which is about to bloom will eventually start to wither. Usually a couple looks sweet, lovey dovey on the outside, but as you peel the outer layer off, cracks and broken pieces will be exposed. Its always like that. We just like to hide all the unhappy thoughts and force ourselves not to think about it. We lie to ourselves and shun away from the ugly truth. And in the end, we will find out that its simply tiring to do so. We need a break. We need time alone. We need to pamper and love ourselves. Thus, we decided to end the r/s. This seems to be the best solution for us as we are sick and tired of being the one giving in every time and being tied down unwillingly. It simply hurts to see a long relationship dies off. It hurts more to see your love ones suffer and cry. There are a lot of pressure and stress. Deep down inside, there is still a corner where you still want to regain your freedom. You have done it now. No matter what happens, i'm always there for you. I have learnt a lot this two months and i am still learning.