Because LOVE is selfless.

He's always the one who seemed to be growing up and i'm always the one causing trouble, being the childish one.

For everything he posted in his blog, people just kind of sympathy him. Even though he said the doesn't need people to pity him or such but in people's heart they know who to give their sympathy. In their heart they choose to see who's at fault. And they choose who to blame.

None of them really want to hear my side of story, how i look at it. Its also partially because i didnt explain to them. But so what if i explain it to them, they already decided who to sentence to death.

He said that i was his first love that's why he gave me all of his love. And i know i get a lot of privileges from him. Like, he will forgive me no matter what i do, he tends to give in to me and he spoils me. I know it all along. I understand how does it feels to be with first love and everything just seemed so right. What about garrison. He's my first love also. Similarly, i will tend to forgive him, give in to him, and there is that special feeling i have with him. I know how does it feels to lose first love to another person. I know how angry you are and i know hatred is present. You can deny it but trust me, i know how does it feels. Its my fault to cheat on nich but guys, am i wrong to pursue what i really want? I am your friend too. Did you think it that way?

Maybe because most of you are in the same school so you guys tend to spend more time together and get closer to him so when he was upset, you guys will lend him your listening ear and hear things from his side of view. I just want you guys to know that since garri is my first love i also tend to forgive him after what he has done. And for what i am doing now, i am following my heart.

None of you will get to see this post anyway. But i just want to rant a bit. kays bye.

My Love without a doubt
my fatass pretty



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